Hello Again

Well it's been a while since I've been on here last. Funny how life gets in the way of everything. I fell into a depression over the winter because I was off work. I guess that's the worst part about having, basically, a seasonal job. I am back to work now so it feels good to feel useful again. The hard part right now is getting the extra 35 pounds that I gained over the winter worked back off. I started a membership at the gym and am taking these supplements called Garcinia Cambogia with Raspberry ketones and Green coffee bean extract. It seems to be helping. I have lost a total of 6 pounds combined with being back to work and keeping up with regular activities within the last month. But enough of the weight loss thing right now. We can talk more about that later.

I've been doing a lot to overcome some things that have been following me for the last 16 years after being raped. I have been able to finally work with pine-sol again after not being able to stand the strong overwhelming smell of it. Brought back to much of the nightmare when I would use it. I've also been working on not being so scared at night to be by myself when Jerry, my husband, leaves for deer camp or just being away at night. My Husband and my kids have also been such a great blessing in my life. I don't think I would have made it this far if it wasn't for them. My mother has also been a great rock in my life. Even though it's been hard to hang out and meet new people I have met some great people along the way too. I'm learning to live again and it feels wonderful. I am just trying to take it one day at a time and not rush life and live for the moment.